light in the midst

a new year, a new decade. what will 2020 bring? perhaps it is ageing wisdom that makes me reflect on roller coaster years and the realisation that this. is. life. the ups, the downs, the fear, the exhilaration, the twists that you didn't see coming. i don't feel a sense of longing for the time when things will be perfect. but a desire to be present in this circus life and appreciate the simple beauty and blessings that each day holds. my hope and prayer is that whatever the year holds, that i will know light and inner strength and the support of my tribe to thrive amidst it all